Wait what was one of your really popular posts from this year? That you think might be featured? Congrats!
Thanks ^^ I don’t even know ! I’m trying to find out LOL I’d say it’s either a pic from the Grease set (95,000 likes and reblogs) or a pic of young Britney & Justin with a Mouseketeer co-star (everyone thinks it’s Ryan Gosling but it’s not him haha), which is now at 180,000 likes/reblogs
You know what ? Sometimes I get so fed up with not belonging. I do have lots of friends yet I don’t feel like they really understand me. I feel like a puppet, stuck in the role of being the funny, witty one. If you’re not feeling good, then you should keep your mouth shut cause it would be too awkward if you talked about it, wouldn’t it ? Is it normal that having a boyfriend is not my main goal in life ? Even if I’m 23 ? And that I’d rather deal with some major insecurities that I have before getting involved with someone instead of just shoving them in the person’s face all the time ? Is it normal that I’m not boy crazy and that I’m not on a mission to get a guy ? That I don’t want to get so drunk in a club every damn weekend and that I’d rather face my problems ? Is it normal that I feel like people are so fucking normal because they have not gone through shit ? And so they think that someone who’s being a pain is so “bipolar” and that a psychologist is someone who wants to control your thoughts ? And that if you ever told them that you have bipolar II, they’d label you as a crazy person, even though the disorder is, fortunately, not even part of your daily life now ?
I end up comparing myself to lousy “normal” people and asking myself, over and over again : Wow, am I normal ?